Time to fold up this tent and move into my/our deepest meditation zone
for I/we see we have exited our middle-life years
of high-anxiety, rush-rush-rush, fear we’ll die without accomplishing anything.
No more worries about being forgotten
which drove us to write our own origin stories, books and blogs.
We enter our later-life years, not yet our late-life or end-of-life years,
where we begin to harvest the fruits of our labours and investments in retirement,
disconnected from the younger generations,
leaving them to their own social anxieties.
Our path is individualistic in thought
even when it follows well-trodden social change in recent decades that led before us,
crushing flat uneven territory little touched by previous thousands of our species’ evolving generations.
We return to the sanitized suburbs of our youth,
locked in place like a jigsaw puzzle piece.
We hope you forget about us,
looking to others for inspiration and
distraction from daily drudgery.
We will remember your kindness
in the many “like” presses you made on our blog entries through the years,
your occasional comments much appreciated.
Our journey was prescribed for us at birth.
We have oft resisted but rarely strayed far from our clearly-defined destination.
We are domesticated, if not sophisticated animals,
comfortable in our gilded cages.
Thank you for your time and attention.
A bucket list photo opp we finally achieved today! Lighthouse on Lake Guntersville…
Who can pass up photographing an old lighthouse and paddlewheel river boat in the same photo?!
The new discovery of High Falls only an hour’s drive from our house prompted us to take our spouse to see it for herself the first time.
Well worth our revisit! View the waterfall from the other side, see wildflowers, walk moss-covered trail through rhododendrons…
What once was a rocky knob in the landscape, too hilly for farming, a higher point on the landscape traversed by deer and other animals, (some of them hunted by thousands of years of our human presence), full of fossilised seabed, converted to suburban estate tract, with a small backyard patch of mowable grass, became an herb garden….
…then a flower garden…
…and slowly but surely returns to its forest roots…
The frogs remain the same…from 2004…
Can we tell you with these images how happy we’ve been, living the childhood dream of a full-length adult life centred on a cottage in the woods near a town full on intelligentsia?
Would you understand we’ve too often let others temporarily convince us that two people quietly living their lives for each other and no one else can’t possibly be true happiness?
On this, St. Patrick’s Day, whilst we wear a Munster rugby shirt, drink Earl Gray tea and burn a bit of peat turf, our wife at a friend’s house handcrafting note cards, we recall this day 12 years ago when we and our spouse stood on O’Connell’s Bridge in Dublin with work colleagues, snow falling, and watched the Americanised version of the Irish St. Patrick’s Day Parade. We drank quite a bit in those days.
We don’t consume fermented beverages in the quantities we used to, giving our set of states of energy the opportunity to live and die without the poisonous effect of alcohol pickling.
In our mid-50s, we’ve survived our midlife crisis years that extended from age 39 (when we jumped out of an airplane) to age 55 (when we bought a motorcycle).
Now we settle down, childless, free of the pursuit of a reproductive mate that included seven years of dancing, drinking and sleepless nights.
We return to our core set of beliefs that include this cottage and the near celibate life of a woodland hermit monk.
We give up pleasing others, reduce the need for chameleon personality traits, disregard our adolescent contrarian ways and meditate on relaxing, no expectations, no deadlines, nothing but the pure joy of meaninglessness.
We’ve written the text we needed to form our own personal creation myths — poems, short stories, novels, skits, plays and sketches, including photographic essays (“a picture’s worth a thousand words”) — removing the need for creation myths and organised religions of others.
We wonder, other than this ongoing set of dispersed blogs, if we’ll write a fictional narrative tale that’ll take on the traditional book-length novel form.
Should we? Do we need or want to?
What if being here is all we want?
Food for thought…just in time for lunch!
We know why we prefer riding our motorbike in cold weather.
Today, local outdoor temp is 20 deg C and every dirt bike, crotch rocket and cruiser bike rider is on the road.
We own the road pretty much by ourselves at zero deg C.
We admit we don’t like to share. 🙂
We ride solo, not in groups, avoiding the big bike gatherings, preferring cold wind biting our wrists and ankles, frost inside our helmet shield, no insects smashing into us.
You know, like it’ll be on Mars. Best to prepare now. Never too late or too early to practice!